Slaves thoughts

Leaving live journal

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 16:44:36 GMT

I am switching over to wordpress. I find live journal to be very archaic and I have found more lifestyle people on wordpress.

here is my link. I will see ya'll around.

http://rachelslave.wordpress.com/

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 01:50:05 GMT

You Are a Bay

You are a blissful, peaceful person. Some might call you spiritual.

You are easy-going and tranquil. You take solace in life's sweet moments.

You are sentimental and open-hearted. You love many people, places, and things.

You try to live an enlightened life. You are benevolent, noble, and intuitive.

What Body of Water Are You?

Im sooo excited

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 01:48:31 GMT

I have a playdate Saturday and I can't wait!! I have been wanting to play with this couple every since I met them. They are great people and I'm hoping sadistic people too. This has just made my week or even year so far! Counting down the days.

Thu, 05 Mar 2009 14:00:06 GMT

You Are Engaged

You feel completely absorbed and intrigued right now. You're cheerfully busy.

You're alert and completely involved with everything you do. You don't walk through life half-asleep.

If you're interested and engrossed, then you feel incredibly happy.

You are constantly curious and never bored. There's too much to be fascinated with!

What Kind of Happy Are You?

Feeling negative

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 14:25:43 GMT

I have seriously been thinking allot about leaving the lifestyle for some time now. I just can't justify if it is worth the pain and aggravation anymore. I just don't see that people involved in it have any sort of integrity anymore. I wonder where their priorities lie anymore? I just see people only caring about getting their jollies off and that is it. I am tired of being disappointed by people. I find people are too shallow and self absorbed and really self centered. Maybe its just my state that all these people seem to live in, maybe moving would help. I am just tired and fed up. I just don't think it is worth it anymore. I don't want to hear " you have to be who you are", because I am not able to be who I am.

Tired of trolls

Tue, 24 Feb 2009 03:14:36 GMT

God I am so tired of wretched little trolls invading me email. I am tired of trolls looking for wanking material or whose conversations kills are that of a 2nd grader. Sorry for the vent but had too! Must find some troll killer somewhere.

Oh really? Thats a surprise!

Tue, 24 Feb 2009 03:11:14 GMT

Your Birthday Predicts You're Fiery

Ever since you were born, you've loved taking risks.

You crave excitement and thrills. You are driven by your passion.

You may have a wild streak, but you also love learning and experiencing life.

You're multi-faceted and can't be labeled. You're sexy, smart, flexible, and stubborn.

What Does Your Birthday Predict About You?

Busy, busy

Fri, 20 Feb 2009 11:59:30 GMT

This has been a busy week. I started my new job and have been in the hospital system orientation all week. It is incredibly boring and mundane and I have had to get up early everyday. EWW! I have also been sick along with orientation so that made things even better.

I met a couple to see if they wanted me for play time and Sunday I am meeting someone for dinner to see how that goes. Boy! my calendar has been full lately. When I get more time to post I will.

Fri, 20 Feb 2009 11:55:49 GMT

You Are Carefree and Passionate

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Feeling blue

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 03:16:01 GMT

I had my last day at my job last night and I cried like a baby. I love those people but the hospital isn't what it used to be. Sometimes you have to move on. I was there for 6 years,so I
have been kind of sad all day. Hubby bought me some flowers for V day and made steak and shrimp, that was a nice treat. Today is also my dads birthday who died when I was young so I find myself thinking about him allot today.

I find myself thinking too much about what it is I am wanting right now. My brain is going to explode if I try to think anymore. Don't call the fire dept if you see smoke, it is just me not a fire.

How true!!

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 03:09:07 GMT

Your Valentine's Day Personality is Practical

As far as you're concerned, Valentine's Day is simply a commercial holiday.

You don't place any real meaning on it. You don't think it deserves too much celebration.

For you, Valentine's Day is just the day you avoid restaurants and candy stores.

If you love someone, you already show it. You don't need to go all out for a silly holiday to prove your love.

What's Your Valentine's Day Personality?

Sorry have to rant!

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 15:30:45 GMT

One of my biggest pet peeves is those in BDSM that spout of one true wayisms as I call them. So someone messaged me and told me I was a cheater for going outside my marriage to be a slave. Umm if they could read they would see I have a husband that is supportive of my needs and knows of my lifestyle preferences. Also this idiot said that you cannot love more than one person, What! As humans we are very capable of loving many people and we do. There are different kinds of love. I loved my ex and still love my husband, imagine that! We have love for our families, pets, etc. I don't think God made our hearts on big enough to love on person. Some people really need to experience life more instead of labeling others.

How spot on this is!

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 15:19:47 GMT

You Communicate Honestly

You don't mince words. You are to the point and all about the facts.

However, you are charming enough to tell people the truth yet still not offend them.

It's likely that you have a hilarious, no holds barred sense of humor. And you sure tell an entertaining story!

You're also quite open. People can ask you anything, and you don't shy away from controversial conversation topics.

What Kind of Communicator Are You?

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 04:24:09 GMT

You Are Warm

You are as patient, as outgoing, and as nice as you can be.

You understand people well, and you mostly enjoy being around them.

You are a naturally warm person, but you do have times when you're feeling a bit distant.

But even when you're feeling distant, you try to be empathetic. You always go the extra mile.

How Warm Are You?

I feel so boring lately

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 04:13:54 GMT

So the search goes on. I am not sure what I am looking for exactly so I just take my time. When I get bored the trolls are fun to mess with. I have talked to lots of people but some are too pushy and scare me off, then some just want kinky sex and I blow them off (not literally). :) I am sure I can meet someone and even play with them but I am not sure about the long term thing as I have said before. I think it will be a time before I can let someone that close to me.

Good news is my friend Linda or Ms Fire as she is known has moved back to NC and I can't wait to get together with her. Talking to her is not the same as seeing her. She is a great, warm person that is just like a mama.

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 04:08:36 GMT

You Are a Post-it

You have a good memory. You're memory is so good, in fact, that it can be down right annoying at times.

You don't mean to nag, but you like to remind people what they're supposed to be doing.

You may be a bit of a pest, but you're awfully cute. So no one minds it all too much when you pop up.

You would make a good manger, salesperson or attorney. You can cram a lot of info into that head of yours.

What Office Supply Are You?

Tue, 03 Feb 2009 20:40:11 GMT

You Are Mac and Cheese

When you are stressed out, you seek safety above everything else.

And nothing is more nourishing than a big warm plate of carbs.

Taking risks takes a toll on you, and you prefer your comfort food to be old fashioned.

You're the type of person who could eat the same meal every night, especially when life is hard.

What Comfort Food Are You?

It is easier beng fat and lazy

Tue, 03 Feb 2009 20:38:47 GMT

So about 2 weeks ago I started weight watchers and started exercising regularly. I haven't been to a gym in 8 years and you never realize how out of shape you are til you start exercising. It is still a bit like torture now. I know it will get better. I am not sure what I am looking for right now. I think I just want to play with people and if something permanent and long term comes along than great but that isn't my goal. I still don't feel like I want to committ to anything right now. I am just enjoying being me.

Go Cardinals!!!

Sun, 01 Feb 2009 21:04:30 GMT

It is only because I hate the steelers. I hope they get a beating!! :)

I am so surprised! ;)

Mon, 26 Jan 2009 14:11:46 GMT

Your result for The Sexuality Spectrum Test...

Bi/Slightly Straight

You scored 2 (-52 being completely gay, 0 being bisexual, and 52 being completely straight)

For the most part, you are bisexual. You have a slight preference for the opposite sex, but either sex would suit you. If you are sexually inexperienced, it is possible that this will change after you do some experimenting.

Take The Sexuality Spectrum Test at HelloQuizzy

Mon, 26 Jan 2009 14:07:47 GMT

You Are a Messenger

You are a great communicator and quite persuasive too.

And to be honest, your also a bit of a gossip. You like to know what's going on with people.

You can deliver almost any message to anyone, and they'll take it better coming from you.

In modern times, you would make a good journalist or diplomat.

What's Your Medieval Profession?

I know I am like a soap opera !

Mon, 26 Jan 2009 05:06:07 GMT

This is all I am going to say about something right now because most of you that know mw know that I am cautious to divulge allot of personal info. So take from it what you will but when I feel more comfortable I will say more. I know that didn't help any!

I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I intended to be. ~Douglas Adams

Sun, 25 Jan 2009 07:36:39 GMT

You Are Assertive

You assert yourself whenever it's necessary, but you're always polite and appropriate about it.

You're not a bully, a manipulator, or a nag. You just state what you need quickly and honestly.

You've been assertive for so long that it just comes naturally to you. You're definitely not shy.

People wonder why you get what you want in life. Well, it's because you ask for it!

How Assertive Are You?

This sucks!

Sun, 25 Jan 2009 07:31:02 GMT

I find myself ready to start looking again. I am taking it slow but finding I hate starting over. I hate weeding through all the crap and wankers. I find myself talking to lots of people but continually being disappointed in them. Don't people have integrity anymore? I find someone that I think I enjoy talking to then they disappear or end up being a jack ass. Maybe my expectations are too high, maybe I am a bitch. I do think people need to learn to think of others before they act the way they do. Wow it sucks starting over again!

Fri, 23 Jan 2009 04:57:11 GMT

You Are Traditional and Dependable

You are optimistic, friendly, and cheerful. People appreciate the hopefulness and good vibes you bring to any situation.

Your life is all about change. Right now, you may be going through some changes you really don't like.

You're easy going and easy to be around. You aren't picky or high maintenance.

You seek security in your life. Feeling safe is important to you.

The Sandwich Cookie Personality Test