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Leaving live journal

I am switching over to wordpress. I find live journal to be very archaic and I have found more lifestyle people on wordpress.

here is my link. I will see ya'll around.

http://rachelslave.wordpress.com/


You Are a Bay



You are a blissful, peaceful person. Some might call you spiritual.

You are easy-going and tranquil. You take solace in life's sweet moments.



You are sentimental and open-hearted. You love many people, places, and things.

You try to live an enlightened life. You are benevolent, noble, and intuitive.

Im sooo excited

I have a playdate Saturday and I can't wait!! I have been wanting to play with this couple every since I met them. They are great people and I'm hoping sadistic people too. This has just made my week or even year so far! Counting down the days.


You Are Engaged



You feel completely absorbed and intrigued right now. You're cheerfully busy.

You're alert and completely involved with everything you do. You don't walk through life half-asleep.



If you're interested and engrossed, then you feel incredibly happy.

You are constantly curious and never bored. There's too much to be fascinated with!

Feeling negative

I have seriously been thinking allot about leaving the lifestyle for some time now. I just can't justify if it is worth the pain and aggravation anymore. I just don't see that people involved in it have any sort of integrity anymore. I wonder where their priorities lie anymore? I just see people only caring about getting their jollies off and that is it. I am tired of being disappointed by people. I find people are too shallow and self absorbed and really self centered. Maybe its just my state that all these people seem to live in, maybe moving would help. I am just tired and fed up. I just don't think it is worth it anymore. I don't want to hear " you have to be who you are", because I am not able to be who I am.

Tired of trolls

God I am so tired of wretched little trolls invading me email. I am tired of trolls looking for wanking material or whose conversations kills are that of a 2nd grader. Sorry for the vent but had too! Must find some troll killer somewhere.

Oh really? Thats a surprise!



Your Birthday Predicts You're Fiery



Ever since you were born, you've loved taking risks.

You crave excitement and thrills. You are driven by your passion.



You may have a wild streak, but you also love learning and experiencing life.

You're multi-faceted and can't be labeled. You're sexy, smart, flexible, and stubborn.

Busy, busy

This has been a busy week. I started my new job and have been in the hospital system orientation all week. It is incredibly boring and mundane and I have had to get up early everyday. EWW! I have also been sick along with orientation so that made things even better.

I met a couple to see if they wanted me for play time and Sunday I am meeting someone for dinner to see how that goes. Boy! my calendar has been full lately. When I get more time to post I will.


You Are Carefree and Passionate



You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.



You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.



You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

Feeling blue

I had my last day at my job last night and I cried like a baby. I love those people but the hospital isn't what it used to be. Sometimes you have to move on. I was there for 6 years,so I
have been kind of sad all day. Hubby bought me some flowers for V day and made steak and shrimp, that was a nice treat. Today is also my dads birthday who died when I was young so I find myself thinking about him allot today.

I find myself thinking too much about what it is I am wanting right now. My brain is going to explode if I try to think anymore. Don't call the fire dept if you see smoke, it is just me not a fire.